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You may have noticed that I deactivated my account here a couple of days ago; well, I've reactivated it now that I was able to do so. I just felt like I needed to deactivate my account after my outburst in which I thought I really went too far with the things I said in some status updates. It just seemed like the only way to stop myself from doing further damage as well as a kind of attempt to punish myself for acting like that in the first place.
I admit that I had been tempted to deactivate my account before, but hadn't actually gone through with it until this week. I'd basically been getting into various habits again like comparing myself to other artists here and generally ending up feeling less talented and successful than them. It made me feel worried that I might start letting my friends down for not making enough progress in comparison to others, quite a few of whom I will say are certainly seeming to improve quite rapidly.
I'm very sorry for acting rash and making anyone worry, and I am worried about behaving like that again. Also, I want to thank everyone who showed me their concern and support.
I admit that I had been tempted to deactivate my account before, but hadn't actually gone through with it until this week. I'd basically been getting into various habits again like comparing myself to other artists here and generally ending up feeling less talented and successful than them. It made me feel worried that I might start letting my friends down for not making enough progress in comparison to others, quite a few of whom I will say are certainly seeming to improve quite rapidly.
I'm very sorry for acting rash and making anyone worry, and I am worried about behaving like that again. Also, I want to thank everyone who showed me their concern and support.
Just Asking...
First of all, I'd like to thank everyone who's been with me here over the years by watching me, commenting on my work and supporting me in other ways. After encouragement from a friend and seeing similar kinds of journals to this one before, I must say I'm curious to find out a few things from my watchers and thought I'd ask in case I missed anything.
I'd like to know things like how you found out about me, why you've kept on watching me and also maybe what you'd like to see more of from me. I thought I'd perhaps get to know my watchers a bit better this way too.
Tag Questions
Well, I got tagged to do another bunch of questions; it seems the meme originally had 13 questions but AlexRaccoonGlider (https://www.deviantart.com/alexraccoonglider) has just asked these 10:
1. How did you hear about me?
It would probably have been via a couple of other artists whose works you'd commented on or were fan art for you here.
2. If you could befriend any of my characters, who would it be and why?
It's hard to say but I guess maybe your dragon characters, particularly the heroic ones. That'd seem pretty cool, I think.
3. What do you think of me as a friend?
Well, I think you're always willing to get involved in helping out with my projects and those of your other friend
Character Facts Meme
Tagged by DCLeadboot (https://www.deviantart.com/dcleadboot). I've done something like this before, but he wanted to find out about another character of mine, plus I kind of wanted to get my previous journal entry out of the way, basically.
1. Post these rules.
2. Post 8 facts about your character.
3. Tag 8 other characters.
4. Post their names along with their creators' avatars.
Vixelle
1. She's older than Roocan - 34 years to be exact.
2. She first appeared in the Roocan comic in 2009, making her the last of the 3 main characters to be introduced (though no other new major characters have really debuted in it since).
3. She's lived in the city pretty much all her lif
A New Low
I feel like I owe everyone this explanation. Some of you will surely have noticed how I acted in the past few hours - I had a terrible emotional outburst relating to matters involving my artwork and my presence here online. Worst of all, the reasons will probably seem all too familiar.
Despite my friends reassuring me several times, I still felt insecure and full of doubt about whether I'm truly worthy of them. I still kept getting upset when, if I reached out to other artists who are close to my own friends, they didn't return the favour. It'd make me feel left out and thinking "that means I'm not good enough for them - if so, then what ma
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S'alright, Though i was worried a bit that you disabled your account. I'm glad you're ok though.
Next time this happens, Try taking a break. Never know when it might help.
Next time this happens, Try taking a break. Never know when it might help.