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I'm really sorry about this, but I feel that this is something that everyone should know about. Just recently, I threw a tantrum over something that happened here on DA. Simply put, I got really upset just because someone I added to my watch list didn't add me back. Yes, that's it.
I just felt really left out for some reason, but let's face it, that's how I deserve to feel. How can anyone want to be friends with a jealous, attention-seeking, talentless crybaby like me? Can't I get it through my head that not everyone likes me or my art? I mean, why would they? Everyone knows how awful my artwork is, and anybody who's been unfortunate to chat with me on Skype knows what a pain I am to have a conversation with. Yet still, I still have this arrogant attitude, thinking that I'm entitled to praise and respect.
Maybe I've long outstayed my welcome on both here and on FA, and I need to give up drawing. I really think people should either unwatch me or block me, too. Again, I'm sorry about being so emo, but that's just how I am in real life. I'm NOT a nice person, and I'm NOT a good artist.
I just felt really left out for some reason, but let's face it, that's how I deserve to feel. How can anyone want to be friends with a jealous, attention-seeking, talentless crybaby like me? Can't I get it through my head that not everyone likes me or my art? I mean, why would they? Everyone knows how awful my artwork is, and anybody who's been unfortunate to chat with me on Skype knows what a pain I am to have a conversation with. Yet still, I still have this arrogant attitude, thinking that I'm entitled to praise and respect.
Maybe I've long outstayed my welcome on both here and on FA, and I need to give up drawing. I really think people should either unwatch me or block me, too. Again, I'm sorry about being so emo, but that's just how I am in real life. I'm NOT a nice person, and I'm NOT a good artist.
Just Asking...
First of all, I'd like to thank everyone who's been with me here over the years by watching me, commenting on my work and supporting me in other ways. After encouragement from a friend and seeing similar kinds of journals to this one before, I must say I'm curious to find out a few things from my watchers and thought I'd ask in case I missed anything.
I'd like to know things like how you found out about me, why you've kept on watching me and also maybe what you'd like to see more of from me. I thought I'd perhaps get to know my watchers a bit better this way too.
Tag Questions
Well, I got tagged to do another bunch of questions; it seems the meme originally had 13 questions but AlexRaccoonGlider (https://www.deviantart.com/alexraccoonglider) has just asked these 10:
1. How did you hear about me?
It would probably have been via a couple of other artists whose works you'd commented on or were fan art for you here.
2. If you could befriend any of my characters, who would it be and why?
It's hard to say but I guess maybe your dragon characters, particularly the heroic ones. That'd seem pretty cool, I think.
3. What do you think of me as a friend?
Well, I think you're always willing to get involved in helping out with my projects and those of your other friend
Character Facts Meme
Tagged by DCLeadboot (https://www.deviantart.com/dcleadboot). I've done something like this before, but he wanted to find out about another character of mine, plus I kind of wanted to get my previous journal entry out of the way, basically.
1. Post these rules.
2. Post 8 facts about your character.
3. Tag 8 other characters.
4. Post their names along with their creators' avatars.
Vixelle
1. She's older than Roocan - 34 years to be exact.
2. She first appeared in the Roocan comic in 2009, making her the last of the 3 main characters to be introduced (though no other new major characters have really debuted in it since).
3. She's lived in the city pretty much all her lif
A New Low
I feel like I owe everyone this explanation. Some of you will surely have noticed how I acted in the past few hours - I had a terrible emotional outburst relating to matters involving my artwork and my presence here online. Worst of all, the reasons will probably seem all too familiar.
Despite my friends reassuring me several times, I still felt insecure and full of doubt about whether I'm truly worthy of them. I still kept getting upset when, if I reached out to other artists who are close to my own friends, they didn't return the favour. It'd make me feel left out and thinking "that means I'm not good enough for them - if so, then what ma
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I missed this journal wow , but I see your newer journal and things are ok. Hey you know what they say "Your biggest critic is yourself" don't feel bad about such things tbh I get get watched and don't watch back most of them an vise versa 
But hey I truly love your art so do many, You know I've been chasing your art for quite a long time now and I don't see myself leaving it any time soon. Around mid 2010 I wanted to quit art I was quite convinced that my art isn't getting any better..ALMOST threw my hands in the air and said "FUCK THIS SHIT I'm done!" But hey Let that not happen to you 
I will miss you if you leave! And I know where you are coming from thinking "My art is weird, something looks off, things aren't standard" and such things and to be honest It's not, I find my art odd with every drawing! but others don't... I don't see others telling you your art is weird I guess it's just something within us trying to get the best result as possible.'
I will miss you if you leave! And I know where you are coming from thinking "My art is weird, something looks off, things aren't standard" and such things and to be honest It's not, I find my art odd with every drawing! but others don't... I don't see others telling you your art is weird I guess it's just something within us trying to get the best result as possible.'Do keep drawing and smiling bro! please do! Your one of the very few people that puts the "community" in Art Community for me